1ST THING, FIRST.

  

Starting out something in your thoughts and taking it into action is quite a bit courageous.

Cliché as it may seem but this is gonna be my first step on making things up out of the blue, by creating a random blog content on this page. I don’t know what this may look like at first but I’m gonna make this thing rock! 

Have you ever felt this in your whole life wondering:

• What will you be when you grow up? 

• What are your passions? 

• What are the things that make you feel alive and  passionate about? 

• What steps are you gonna make to lift up your life? 

• Who are you gonna end up with? 

• What paths are you gonna cross to set that career growth? 

• Thinking about a lot of life, what is your divine purpose? 

Getting up everyday asking yourself a lot of this, keeps you wondering and wandering. Literally, overthinking keeps you sane but this makes you unhealthy over time. Am I the only one being like this or do any of you have the same feelings?

    Here I am feeling lost in my late 20’s because I haven’t felt the urge of accomplishments from what I am getting up into now. I still have to find my life’s wildest purpose. It's not that I’m not grateful enough for the love and grace that I have received from people that surround me. I have this subconscious mind that keeps telling me that there is something more for me to offer. Something more to prove of what I can do and to achieve with greater sense of fulfillment. Even though I’m uncertain on how I’m going to achieve this dream, it drives me to keep up everyday. I think of it as a puzzle I wanna really solve on my own.

 

The clock ticks reminded me every now and then to act now. I'll do it or I'm gonna die with regrets wondering what it will be like if I did something out of my comfort zone. Taking my time positively and waiting for something good sounds great but I’ll be honest, my patience is the worst of all. Having this kind of thing takes a lot of hard work, self-awareness, and making new habits. Even I, myself, am aware of what I am being into. This is a process where life makes everything worthwhile with plot twists and turns.  As they said, one day at a time because something big is gonna be worth the wait. Each day is gonna be closer to what I’ve been dreaming of.

 Live LIFE TO BE WORTHWHILE... because life may be uncertain to all of us or to me, one way or another, it could make us or break us into something good. I believe everything that the universe conspired will take place on its own. It's just a lot harder when I see things negatively, the turning point here is accepting who I was, who I am and who I will become. I am motivated to go through what I will go through and continue to try harder and even step up what lies ahead. This reminds me of taking life not for granted.  

 

xoxo,

janna_myloves